the new kaka. @ {10:48 PM}
Hello hello, hola, I'm in a place called Vertigo
The truth is out without me saying it. I had planned to tell the news of my failure to my parents two days after Vesak Day and not today, because, well, today is Friday. And everyone knows that Friday is the gateway to the weekend. I didn't want our weekend ruined. Frankly, I didn't know if I could actually hold back everything for so long without breaking internally. I WANT CRYSTAL METH! I want drugs! I want to smoke weed! I want tattoos! I want Linkin Park! I want to be in my own world! And most of all, I WANT TO BREAK THE HABIT! I'm not even
good at lying. My mum is angry and disappointed. So am I. I'm chatting with Bendy on MSN. It makes me feel a little better. Yet this is still doomsday.
Jade, signing off, feel like a doom-cookie
(Welcome back, Ben)
